Sekaiichi Hatsukoi: Onodera Ritsu no Baai

Ah....what to say about that....
It just has a special place in my heart. 

It's one of my first yaoi and I think its probably one of many people. Yes it has problematic things such as Takano being forcefully on Onodera but it's not rly surprising bc its like that on most of yaoi and probably 99% of the one around 2008. 

But Sekaiichi Hatsukoi has such a good grip on me with Onodera and Takano past story. The way they loved each other so much in such a pure way, the slow burn and that one misunderstanding that made everything collapse.

Tbh I've been coming back and forth on that story since 2013-2014 watching the anime again and again and now finally making it to the manga. 
I'm just attached to them now? I just want them to finally be happy. To finally have what they should have had 10 years ago if Onodera didn't misunderstood Takano TT 

After reading all of it until vol16 It hurts so freaking much. Tbh I hate it bc it's always centered about how Onodera was hurt about all of this (after we had that part with I dont remember his name but the one who liked Takano) but Takano was as destroyed as him back then. He genuinely loved him and yet it feels like everyone's is saying he didn't care. (Especially with what happens with Nao) At this point I'm just feeling pity and admiration for him. 

I'm glad he didn't let go of Ritsu after all this time and with how he's been so vague and not being honest with his feelings. So I'm just so frustrated to see that we are finally reaching our goal at vol 16...I JUST WANT THE NEXT VOLUME PLEASE IM BEGGING YOU DHJDF At this point I'm even willing to buy it and im waiting for my country editor to do it and sell it. IM DESPERATE to see them finally be happy together I can't stand it. 

Fck, I'm getting to emotional. Anyway if someone has come to this part of my comment : 
If you already know of sekaiichi hatsukoi then be ready to be frustrated like always but it still has a lot a adorable moments and heartwarming chapters so it's still worth it. 
If you dont know anything about this story (which is really surprising) then try it. The art at first will feel weird bc it's a old yaoi (2008) maybe you should try the anime first and come back for I think was vol 6 (?) It's good. It's not exceptional if I have to be objective but it still has it charms. I'm just a sucker for first love story TT 

I could cry again and again bc of those two and I probably will cry for a good hour when they will finally be together again.